My friends, is it possible to maintain a high level of integrity with the chaos we see before us? I will tell you, we must. For a long time on the path, we continue to compare ourselves to others and what is happening in the outer world. There will be a time, however, when this futile comparison comes to an end. You see, it is a spiritual character we have developed, a higher quality of behavior and interaction in which we participate now. We cannot go back, we can no longer attempt to match ourselves to what we see in the world in order to feel as though we belong there. It is a new spiritual integrity that has become our new reality. We are forerunners of what is possible for humanity in the near future. Yes, we are disciples of the spiritual path, and we express ourselves much differently than the majority of others are currently capable of. It is a painful realization that we are different in many ways, and the temporary separation we experience is necessary in order to provide for humanity spiritual possibility and indeed a better future. It should be clear to us, the temporary and illusory aloneness we feel is the impossibility we must face.
My fellow workers on the path, are you ok? Let me remind you, this great point of tension we hold makes it possible for all to move forward. Each of you must recognize that you have come a long way, and you know that you are in a better place. To know of yourself as a soul full of light and love, but to walk among brothers and sisters who have no such awareness, is a great challenge indeed. Again, we are not truly alone, for many walk alongside us. We are a group of like mind and heart, whether consciously realized or not. If you are finding the struggle of the path overwhelming, this gives you reason to reach out and find these fellow disciples, for they exist everywhere. The fact that you are reading these words gives you much proof and much promise. The opportunity upon you is a great spiritual advancement, which brings to you a necessary healing of the heart. It hurts a lot. This is why it is so important, especially if you are just beginning to walk the path, that you locate a group of others with similar prospects. Certainly, you will feel different even among them, but the comradery and mutual support will be seen as entirely beneficial. I would ask you to be honest with yourself and take a risk of the heart. You must know, beyond any doubt, that if you allow your sense of loneliness and isolation overtake you, you will step off the spiritual path before it has even begun. So please, fellow brother or sister, do what you can, and participate in this journey with others. In this way, you will feel and know of inclusion. You will be understood and acknowledged as never before.
For those of you who are a little further along on the path, you are beginning to understand the necessity of a temporary isolation. From the perspective of the Spiritual Hierarchy, you must show that you can be trusted and able to work alone. This is where I find myself, and boy is it hard! This is a place on the path that we all will go through, until the greater group within is revealed. The outer, physical group in which we participated with in the past is but a reflection of this inner reality. My friends, ironically, to understand what oneness is really about, we must first be able to stand on our own. There is no other way. You see, we must have full awareness of our own strength and identity, or we cannot know what we have to offer the greater group to which we belong. If we return to the experience of being different, and not necessarily belonging to the outer world any longer, we must also accept that we still do not entirely belong to the inner world just yet either. This part of the path is difficult, for there is no feedback or acknowledgement from the outer world or the inner world. It is an experience of living in a world between two worlds. At first, it is bewildering and quite uncomfortable. But, this will give way to a very pleasant place to be, for an awareness that we can be two places at once will make itself known. A lack of identification gives way to an identification with the all. We will know that we are part of all things, both physical and spiritual. This is the new freedom we seek. Many of you have no idea what I am speaking of, but you will one day. Again, participate with a group of your own choosing, in the physical world, in a physical way first. It is there that you will acquire all necessary preparation. I tell you these things, for I want you to know the inner life is real. The true spiritual world and reality will be revealed to each of us as we move along the way. My friends, do not rush the process, let it unfold as it should. If you are unable to stand alone, then stand with the others who are there waiting for you. What can be accomplished together is much more, you see. The spiritual world is our real and only home. It is a place of eternal togetherness. This is the impossible integrity we must create today.
The Path of Discipleship is the most difficult experience we will ever have. But, its completion is not as far away as we currently believe. The integrity and commitment one must have in order to travel it is why we still see so few upon it today. This is rapidly changing, for many now see the opportunity of creating a better way. Impossible, no, for many have already completed the journey. These are the ones we listen to. These are the ones we are becoming also. Yes, do your meditation and hear what is available in every moment. We see ourselves as forerunners, and we are encouraged to stay with it, no matter the difficulty and aloneness. The tension we hold is a willingness to continue, for what we have found will never be found by any other without it. Our struggle has great purpose, for our integrity creates an easier go of things for those who will surely follow us. Yes, we light the way of others, and indicate what is possible for them. This is love in service. The impossible way can be the only way. The results of our effort will provide an opportunity, beginning next year, for a large group within humanity to take a great step forward in their spiritual understanding. For those of you familiar with the Path of Initiation, it will be the 1st Initiation that is possible. This will provide an opportunity for many to experience a real connectedness with all life, with all others, with the world in which we live. Greater love, greater light, greater truth is now possible for the many. A spirit of cooperation is born. Our pain paves the way for all to have less pain. Our integrity is our compassion, and through the application of this compassion, all pain is negated forever. This is our work, brothers and sisters, and all effort does not go unnoticed by those who wish to see us all move forward together into a better life and world for all. A temporary aloneness, an impossible integrity, a difficult journey as the forerunner, makes all things possible for the few today, and probable for the many tomorrow.
Fellow disciples, fellow spiritual students, fellow human beings on the way of life, do not be worried or discouraged. A spiritual world, the life of the soul, is real. We can continue holding this great point of tension a little longer. It’s not so bad really, is it? After all, how did we get to where we are now?! The Spiritual Hierarchy, our very souls, our teachers living within, are the original forerunners who have allowed us to be who we are today. It is they who bring us this most important opportunity today, for they have already fulfilled the same promise presented to them not so long ago. My friends, we cannot lose, we cannot fail! I tell you, with each passing moment, I know I am not alone, for you are with me. I have this wonderful opportunity today to give to you what must be given. It allows my pain and struggle to be about something much greater than just myself. It is an unimaginable reward. Look at yourself today and see what is possible for you. See what is possible for others. See the wonderful and beautiful soul that you are. Know that this perfect self is what you contribute to the world already by just being here. It is a freedom in service that will allow this real and perfect self that you are to blossom even further. You bring wholeness to the world in every way. It is foreseen to be a destiny for all!
Love the unlovable
Forgive the unforgivable
Do the not doable
Be the unbelievable
Know the unknowable
Seek what cannot be sought
Create what cannot be created
My friends, I tell you, this kind of integrity is not impossible, it is likely! I am, we are, with you always.
All love and support, be well